Quieting

Subtle Knowings

Something longed

to know the space

below the surface —

to tune myself

to subtle knowings

of my own unwhispered

prayers.

It startled me

at first

to sense

my own true voice

and notice where

attention landed

when it was allowed

to play.

The subtleness

seemed almost

too tender to hold

without trying

to translate into

words.

But I learned to hold

the forming words

a little longer

and allowed my heart

to lead.

Quieting

No Matter What

I found

that no matter what,

I was a flexible,

creative,

evolving being.

I could let go

of thoughts

and stories,

while honoring

all that had

brought me to each

new moment.

No matter what,

I was connected

with the part of me

that was

most whole.

No matter what,

I could easily follow

my attention

until my most natural

position was

within the quiet prayer

of my heart.

Quieting

Within My heart

There was a different

quality of thought

that appeared

out of the emptiness

left behind

as I dared

to drop old

scattered thoughts

and reflections.

After a while,

this became

a natural way

of being in my heart

and in the world.

There was a kind of

self discipline

and loving restraint,

a quiet encouragement

to acknowledge

and look away

from old ways

and focus instead

on what was

already present —

holding space

for even more healing —

within my heart.