Quieting

Subtle Knowings

Something longed

to know the space

below the surface —

to tune myself

to subtle knowings

of my own unwhispered

prayers.

It startled me

at first

to sense

my own true voice

and notice where

attention landed

when it was allowed

to play.

The subtleness

seemed almost

too tender to hold

without trying

to translate into

words.

But I learned to hold

the forming words

a little longer

and allowed my heart

to lead.

Reflections

My Greatest Hope

It wasn’t about

trying so hard

to create,

really.

Healing my own

shattered heart

was an art,

not a formula.

It took the strength

of each piece

risking to trust

when it would have

made more sense

to turn away.

It took the strength

to reach

and to hold

with open hands —

without grasping

or needing to avoid

being left

alone

in my reaching

while praying

to God that

wouldn’t happen.

It was a risk

that at a certain point

had become

my greatest hope.