Continuing On

With Each Small Surrender

For a while,

I followed the endless

promises of another 

way out

of pain and longings —

only to be caught

in cycles

of up and down

and forward

and back.

And so I began

to follow the pieces

of me

that could lead

in a different way —

calming and evolving

with each small surrender

and bit of courage

to keep showing up

as healer

of my own heart.

What's Right Here

In Vulnerability and Strength

I found a place of

stillness within —

reflected first

outside of me

in others who stood

in the center

of their own hearts.

I found great beauty

in the vulnerability

and strength

it took to stand

in that place,

to listen —

to show up

with a natural

compassion for self

and other

and the pure intent

to hold

what was there.

Unsorted

Where There Was Calm

Because I had tired

of the endless searching,

I dared to go

to the edge —

past the pieces

I had tried to fit

together and arrange,

beyond the chaos

on the surface

and below,

not giving up,

not waiting for

one more minute

or one more

reason to turn back —

determined to

find my way

to the very center

of my heart

in that very moment —

where there was calm.